I am still working on self discovery but I have learned a lot during the last year though. First I am submissive. I also have some natural slave tendencies. I am a masochist. Most of all and the most recent discovery is that I’m a little girl or lg.
I have read many different different descriptions in my attempt to educate myself on the Dd/lg dynamic.
For me being a little is having a young heart and an innocence that is very real. She is an integral part of my daily life. When Daddy calls me babygirl or princess I grin from ear to ear. I feel happy, loved, acknowledged and safe. I do not have a specific age. This is not role play. I had a Tinker Bell blanket for 2 years before I discovered my “little”. I own all of the Tink movies. Given to me by my adult children who know nothing about my lifestyle. Anyway, I love to color, I love my stuffies and I want to dress up and have tea parties with my little friends. On the other hand I have very adult sex with my Dom/daddy and I like to dress adult sexy when going out at night. But I love to dress young and girly otherwise. I giggle a lot no matter where I am…giggle.
My vanilla friends don’t even know about Dd/lg yet accept that I’m young “at heart”…giggle. That there are crayons and coloring books on the coffee table and stuffies on my bed. I’m 46. All of my friends are in their 20’s. Only my Daddy is almost as old as me.
I’m very lucky I know. I acted the part of grown up while I raised my kids. Now they are grown and I get to embrace my little morning, noon and night. Heck I even call my Daddy, Daddy in public. Most people think I’m eccentric lol. I don’t age play or role play. I live it 24/7 and for that I am so grateful.
So if your still trying to figure out who you are and what it means in this dynamic, I hope this gives you another insight into how diverse we can be.
I am Cowboys little susie q and I am a little/masochist/sub and that means I am while.