So I wrote a few posts and had a few very nice responses and some likes. Then I starting reading all these wonderful exciting posts by people who have been living our lifestyle and I was lost. So much knowledge, insight, humor and relatable stories. I became engrossed. lol! I’m learning so much about myself it’s wonderful and heartbreaking at the same time. My Daddy is married to another. He has sworn he’s leaving her in June but I’ve known all along not to believe it but I said I would wait until then and I shall. So until I will savor in the fact that through my relationship with him I found my little. I’m so happy I found her and I will always love my first Daddy. And who knows what will happen, right. Now I’m trying to choose happiness.
I got to see Daddy for 5 min before work. Then for an hour of cuddling and play. He bought me a Camo teddy and underwear! Ooh yay! I love my Daddy so much. He was a little rough in out play today and I loved it. Those are the the high lights of my day. My roommate (who is a slave and a little) had a good night together. I really want to sit down and write a post describing Daddy and my journey to now but I didn’t have time. My Daddy did not have many instructions for me this weekend. Just walking, which I didn’t do) and a shower today. Which I did do lol. We just started the daily tasks so I think he’s doing ok but he will need to direct me to tell him about them or question me. Oh my big news I may be able to spend a week with my Daddy starting the 9th of May. I’m still apprehensive that it won’t happen though. I don’t know why I’m so insecure but I am except when I’m in his arms. Well much more happened today than I thought when I started this post.
Thanks for reading,
Cowboys baby girl
I don’t get to see my Daddy everyday because of work and the fact that we don’t live together yet. Today life has thrown me some curve balls and I wish I was in my Daddy’s arm. We’ve only just found each other right after Christmas 2013. I will tell our story later. Right now I am feeling overwhelmed and want him to tell me it will be ok and that he loves me. I will not see him until tomorrow!
We are either having one hell of a long earthquake or your sexcapades are shaking the whole house! Lol