All alone!

Well it’s been 2 years since I left my 22 year marriage/ relationship. My 2nd Thanksgiving apart from my family. Last year I didn’t even cook or eat Thanksgiving dinner. This year I’ve been cooking since yesterday and snacking lol. However neither of my kids have responded to my texts. One stepson did. That was nice. To top it off my Daddy just left me home alone to do stuff he could easily do on this long weekend. So I am a baby girl all alone and my heart is breaking. How will I ever recover? I feel the furthest from blessed. Thank you for letting me emotionally explode. 

Thinking

I am thinking of all the things I will get to do when my Daddy moves in in less than two weeks. He said I can throw a littles party and he wants to get me more stuffies. Maybe a doll house and more dolls. He already got me Tinker Bell…giggle. Ooh and footy pajamas. They will be nice and warm this winter when he is at work. Otherwise Daddy will keep me warm. He wants to get another snow machine and go riding. We will me having so much fun. On the down side he is going to write me a list of rules. I need them though. I’m such a bad girl with no structure in my life. He knows me so well. I can tell him anything and he doesn’t judge me. Daddy just praises me or tells if I shouldn’t it anymore. He always wants me to be the best I can be. I am counting down the days until he gets to move in. Thinking!

He’s moving in!

My Daddy is moving in with me next month. Yay! I can’t believe it’s actually happening. I’ve doubted him from the get go but his wife is leaving state and he’s coming to live with me. I’m so happy. Now I just need to be patient for a few more days. Now I feel bad about doubting him but it’s gonna be all better. Now I won’t have to say goodbye everyday. He didn’t leave me because I’m sick now. He came to the hospital every day. Now Daddy is moving in with me.